PHYSICAL STATE: No injuries.

MENTAL STATE: Feeling kind of lonely, anxious and worried.

HEALTH STATE: Exhausted; headaches and nausea present.

WORK UPDATE: Working more than usual due to possible threats.


Bedtime, see y’all tomorrow!! thefullmetalelric, I’ll reply to you tomorrow =w=.

Posted on Sep 03— 8 hours ago

Edward )


"I dunno, instinct? I never said you didn’t know how to take care of yourself, and I’m not trying to be your babysitter for fuck’s sake. I didn’t say anything, although it’s not like you’re the best judge of when you’ve had enough.” 


                ❝I certainly know myself better than you do. It’s tiring, to always hear you need to rest. It’s frustrating to be told that I won’t be of any use if I train too much. I’m only trying to be that perfect warrior I’m supposed to be, but it’s not working when people like you are always watching my every movement, and always comment on what I need to do. I know what I have to do. It’s train. Train and get stronger and become a better person and fighter than I am now.

       Biting her lip, the warrior averted her gaze. She hadn’t meant to say that. She hadn’t meant to say that at all.

Sheik )


         ”––Truthfully, you needn’t worry about wasting my time,
           for no time I spend with you is ever wasted. At any rate,
           I offered, did I not?
           Allowing me to assist you would not make you a bad friend: 
           Surely someone like yourself could never be such a thing.”


        Her reply was very quiet; for she knew that Sheik knew what she was thinking at this moment. Always feeling like a burden, it was almost a challenge to let others help her when the situation didn’t directly call for it. Even if it was an offer on the other’s behalf, it still didn’t feel right to accept it.

Posted on Sep 02— 9 hours ago · 4 notes

( Edward )


"Jeez, okay. There was a look. But if you notice, I didn’t say anything because it seemed like you had it under control.” 

               ❝I you thought I had it in control, why did you look? I am capable of taking care of myself, Edward. I don’t need you to babysit me or tell me what I should and shouldn’t be doing. That includes giving looks like that.

        Would she regret all of this later? Certainly. But right now she needed to blow off steam, and Edward was the unlucky one.

( Cilan )



      “Okay! The stews done!” He called out, serving up the hot dish. “Sorry it took so long, I had to let it slowly roast over the day.

                  ❝Do not worry, Cilan — I am already grateful you went through all this trouble for me.❞ She offered a tiny and brief, but friendly smile, before clapping her hands together and bowing her head slightly.

                 Thank you. I’m sure it’s delicious.

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( Edward )


"What look? There’s no look. Can’t I just watch without there having to be a look?"

                ❝…I know what I saw, Edward. There was definitely a look.

( Sheik )


        “––Of course you can, but what sort of friend would
         I be if I did not at least try and lend my assistance?”

                ❝…you’d never be a bad friend, Sheik— and you know that. I just don’t want to waste any of your time, when I’m capable of handling it all on my own. Because what kind of friend would that make me?

Posted on Sep 02— 10 hours ago · 4 notes

( Edward )


"I didn’t even say anything yet!" 

                ❝No— but I know that look.

i suddenly got rlly emotional bc of this band and what they mean to me and what they’ve done for me and how i’ve literally seen them grow from having less than 1000 fans to playing sold out shows in germany & austria